Sekhmet, Ferocious Mother, I surrender.
I am so afraid right now.
I am crumbling down, crumbling down.
All these things that I tried to be
Are being fed to me bitter and burnt.
Help me consume my own illness,
Transform weakness into power.
Hathor, Beautiful Mother, I surrender.
I know nothing of pleasure.
I only know how to please others
Shaping myself into what least [...]
December/31/2008

I'm not going to go into great detail on this here because I need to sleep soon. But I'm going to get it off my chest before laying down for the night. Maybe I'm the only one ...
I was reading the CNN website last night and found 